Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in -nonsense-'s LiveJournal:

Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
1:27 am	circles il wish on a shooting star I would say you and I forever and ever we can pray while my knees get dirty and the rain washes away my fears raindrops slide down my cheekbones like salty tears dream with me in our own world we can sleep on the milkeyway wake up with eachother every sunday morning drink milkshakes all afternoon and slip your hand into mine as lovers and friends and carry me off into dawn we can be fallen stars coming to save the universe only if my superman could fly down and come and save me emotions eslates like heart beats on a life support system I was so comfortable in your arms when my whole world stopped my pain a diamond in your pocket locked away so no one could see broken mirrors and bad times pictures of memories take your camera and capture every single kiss every moment held in a polaroid is it all we have? (Comment on this)
1:11 am	day tripper alice in the cupcake dress in a race with the white hare down a long hallow tunnel where everything is backwards oh alice didnt mother tell you if you trip youre going to fall unreachable keys and locked doors is all that lays below locked in an unknown hole little blue eyes cries talking door knobs giving her a little white pill giant alice drowning in her tears as she downs the glass bottle solving all her problems makes her almost disappear floating in a sea of saline alice come across the colors flowers telling her to leave, alice thats right youre 'only a weed' the caterpillar enjoying his giant hookah gives the greatest advice hands her a mushroom and exclaims it's miraculous power 'one shall make you smaller and the other to make you larger' roses dripping in color as the queen of hearts makes all the rules 'curtsey my dear' where you loose to the cards or loose your mind wonder into dark paths where nothing is what it seems talking purple cats with white beaty eyes smiles like a dream lizards with ladders burning you down your chimeny floating in smoke break the white rabbits watch and time will stand still while the butterfly changes colors and demands you eat his mushroom It's our unbirthday and were here to have a party mice that sing you lullabys and you sit and have some tea Oh Alice what a wonderland this could be (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
7:25 pm	the boy who made the whole world stop a movie in my mind rewinding every memory who will I be without you there to fill the empty spaces I ride the wave alone this time and im hidden I'll be the centipede curled into a little ball where no one else could see or hear all this pain I hold eating me alive like a parasite disinfect my brain and take away the hurt my heart has manifested into a hallow tunnel if I listen I can hear your voice echo on the bloody walls you still linger like the scent after sex I remain as empty as the boxes left unchecked a whole person cut in half and the bleeding just won't scar thousands of miles and closness remains so far i'm a dead body decapatating under dirt and the worms are breaking me down a hurried person walking backwards on their path cover me in my ampathy is all I have to ask take me away to an imagination in my mind these memories are my greatest enemy and here the flashbacks go again pause play rewind (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 27th, 2005
3:11 am	red violets are new beginnings she's the broken mirror that gave you seven years bad luck so hang me like a picture you can always paint me out it was always dead, don't you remember like the body covered in the corner ally we'd walk past and ignore the smell glimmer of your eye I see the neon street lights that shined through the vacant bedroom window and kept us up all through the night as sweet as sour milk and as true as a lie I'd love to see where you'd go when you die I will be in heaven and my angels will never tell you can be my fire burning away the hell the wounds that never healed the emotions we both inflicted the scar tissue we reveal the cut that got infected or the hurt we seem to conceal hide me under sheets or a little white pill eyes would blind if they could see the rotted insides that I behold I can be your best kept secret and all the twisted things i've told Let me pray at your feet and you will lay on the grass I step on beneath like a crystal you dropped into a million pieces I can never be repaired (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 24th, 2005
11:59 pm	did you ever think you would be this blessed? I want to sing to the stars and watch hoping one will implode he cries as he watches it through my eyes, white with the fading sparkles Oh how I love the cloud of film and sleep around his. like yellow diamonds, we're one of a kind. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
7:14 pm	she's a celebrity my heart is vacant as the 'o' in you my head is occupied with twisted fun she's possessed and you are killing her drown out the evil, lets hang her by her sins burn my eyes out, let's condemnn her to hell spit on her grave, who is she? this ones for you, put me underground only 17, whisper 'what a shame' horray for 10 second fame, in first degree daddy, my murder landed me on the t.v don't waste your tears, you don't even know me let the screams sooth your ears let the pain scar your wrist im just the dead body, somewhere rotting a mile from your house I guess you were right, I am spoiled rotten twisted laughter behold, lets dig her up she looked better in a vase anyway I am a freak but theres no time to waste a prisoner of today.. cages, wages, and front page papers (Comment on this)
7:11 pm	red as her lipstick, she's a rose she's a rose beautiful and delicate craves the light and hates the cold thorns are sharp bleed when touched open up and fall to the ground face is wilting and the ends are cracked red flowers turn to black watch as rose withers and dies she's picked and drowned give me to a lover, or lay me on a grave bud and bloom, beautiful, i'll just be dead in a week (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
9:29 pm	</3 let's play a game called cut you to pieces it's easier with something sharp It's perfect because I am cutting edge pop the ego and peel back your skin you're my empitome of death You make me shiver from cold My memory of you is permant as ink you're my beating heart & my veins are blue with this blood so toxicated I am as attention worthy as the front page in the paper but my words won't be audiable to deaf ears. So, il sing this to myself because you're as fake as the makeup that covers you up as real as the shinny Hollywood props you're as beautiful as the person you see in the mirror every single morning hallow as the mouth you speak out of please, let me take you out. You're my morning trash you're my favorite toy, the one you just somehow can't live without take this to heart, sweetheart, because revenge is bittersweet and my tongue has a taste for death and disease forget games my tolerance is sold out & you are my audience admiring my every move enough with the drama, because I'm not the actor you wear two faces and it fits you well today you were unloved just like yesterday your heart is frozen solid and il be the one with a chisel breaking it down let me put you in a blender and throw it inside your head il paint you on my walls all the blank spaces ill fill you in (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
12:44 am	this is about my room.. a cold two bed room with blinding walls and a strange smell of smoke and dirty clothes It was once a shrine of innocence now a dungeon that I call my home tickets, 50's idols, and old pictures cover the walls faces lost and friends I knew smile at me through the paper my pinups market beauty with such a sickness she has victorian set up and chipped wooden dressers used beds that came from a garage sale slept in by the dead and the mattress creeks when sat on trash lays upon the light wooden floor the border is an erie looking garden scenery which trails all the way around the room the radio is broken and the television is small the lights are burnt out and the fan is on high my laptop is the only light I need The windows are cover and the moon peaks through the blinds tonight there are no stars out tonight there are no stars out (Comment on this)
12:43 am	bad memories spill out nice when did I get here can't quite recall.. Oh yes summer.. summer of '94 how could a day so hot cover me with chills how can an evening so humid frost my entire shadow have the last 9 years been thrown into a book of notes why are the flashbacks so vivid turning like a projector torn pictures with water stains drown you out you cover every single page of that photo album i've thrown away my life flickering on a 100 foot theater with trash spilt all over the seats why did she pick such bad decisions, why is my life the one altered from it am I the actor in someone else's twisted movie was I the puppet in someone else's evil play what made me the chosen victim? why when you were finished was I ashamed and somehow all alone.. you're a disease who I was never able to conquer my strain of cancer taking hold to my every cell but some how I've already found my cure (Comment on this)
12:41 am	old poem when everything I sought after is now pathetic and I write this down like its poetic the shallow life and shallow dreams and echoed manic screams in my infested head swallowing memories black holes which sprout like cavities my eyes which ingest the traumatic scenes that unravel like my life I try to forget playing out the future and my safe bets the cold stares that scream intoxicating my ears the smile that hides the contagious tears slowly deteriorating my insides quickly scarring my leaking thoughts of suicide swallowing my pride and soaking up my soul contributing to this growing teenage death toll they're not really dead but there hearts are gone lying on the vacant graveyard lawn im so occupied it's sickening with my delusions im not fixing my lusting desires which are kept still stifled screams and slaughtered kills (Comment on this)
12:40 am	random cover of one of my all time classics twisted twisted little star how I wonder what you scar up above the pitch high cries your my demon in disguise twisted twisted little star even when it's darkest I can see who you are (Comment on this)
12:36 am	this is one of my favorites spill my love and kill her kisses hang her heart and mend it with stitches cover her ears and stiffle the sounds break my pride and cut me down love it now then leave me later scars are made like cuts on paper pin her eyes and steal her life untangle her sins and take her strife sell her now because shes on sale what once was fresh now is stale an old coupon, shes expired her love bleeds in the open fire cheapness leaks from her faded face shes left behind as shes been earased the dirt is soft with the night lit sky she loved when her life passed her by (Comment on this)